Journey to Peace

I hate the version of my life that doesn't have you in it.  I hate the empty spaces in my home.   I hate the gaps in my day that you use...

my friend called it  perception of control this need I have to  clean and organize declutter, all the things rearrange the furniture  sort t...

"I didn't know what to say"  More than one person has said that to me. People that love me. People that have completely ig...

there is a thought  fluttering  like a moth  around my head a glimpse out of the corner of my eye I purposely turn my head  away so I don...

November 9, 2025 16 weeks I woke up this morning to an alert on my phone. Bens marathon, starts in 28 minutes. Ben is not running a marathon...

I don't want to do it. That is what I keep repeating. I don't want to do it again. I don't want another funeral.  I don't wa...

 I have walked through the fires of hell. One foot in front of the other. Day after day. My tears putting out the flames that would consume ...