Monday, October 17, 2016

Today

Today I close the doors to my heart and I walk away.

Today I shut out love, and joy, also pain and sorrow.

Today there is nothing left to give. No more patience, no more forgiveness, no more compassion.

No more.

Today I walk away, leaving behind all those that touch my heart, for good or for bad.

Today I am lost. I am lonely. I am disconnected from others.

Today I immerse my self in solitude and a deep well of self love.

Today I allow my mind to empty of all the expectations that push and pull at me.

Today I let the beauty of the world caress my closed heart. 

Today I allow the waves of the ocean to beat against the closed doors of my heart.

Today I lay my body down on the earth and let something bigger then myself hold me and support me.

Today I find peace as the sun warms my skin and the wind plays in my curls.

Today I am safe. I am whole.  I am connected to my own true self.

Today I am fully present, completely aware.

Today there is only room in my heart for one, for me.

Tomorrow will come soon enough.